Hello 2012! What do you have in store for me?

2012 is here and I'm not sure how I exactly feel about it. 2011 started out being just as fun a ride as any, but it ended out with a lot of losses for a lot of people.

I lost my baby and broke up with the father of my child towards the end of q3. A lot of friends lost loved ones at the middle of the year. A dear friend lost her dad before Christmas. It just wasn’t a good year in general, I think.

Is 2012 going to turn out differently? We’ll have to just wait and see, now, don’t we?

This year, I plan on accomplishing a lot of things.

1. No smoking. I’ve been planning to quit smoking since God knows when, and I still haven’t gotten around to doing it. I also have NEED to get healthy in preparation for yet another plan I have for 2012.

2. No haircut. Until the end of the year, anyway. I’ve always been tripping on my hair. Whenever I feel like it, I have my hair cut. Sometimes I regret the end result, sometimes I like how it turns out. This year, I want to see how long I can grow my hair out before I actually start getting the itch to cut it. Challenge much?

3. No overspending. Good luck naman!! I’m not exactly known for being a wise spender. Just last December, I spent about 6k on shoes alone. Not so wise, yes? Hahaha! Anyway, this year I plan on being a bit more careful about the way I use my money. I plan to save as much money I can for my “baby fund”. So that by the end of the year, I’ll have enough money to cover for expenses, should I get pregnant mid year or something.

4. Have a baby. I lost my first baby last September. I don’t plan on waiting too long before I start working on getting pregnant again. I’m not getting any younger, after all.

Here’s to hoping I can manage to keep up w/ the things I set out to do at the start of the year.

Here’s to hoping all our wishes for the new year come true one way or another.

Here’s to hoping that things will be better for all of us this year.

HAPPY NEW YEAR, PEOPLE!! POSITIVE VIBES!!