Saturday, September 3, 2011

Who knows...


What would you do when you start feeling like you're dispensable in someone's life?

Do you walk away?

Do you stay and give the person a chance to disprove that feeling?

I honestly can't say if these feelings are pure gut or if they're just brought about by the mood swings that commonly accompany the first trimester of pregnancy.

Currently at 11 weeks and some days, probably at the 12th week now, my anxiety and depression are getting the best of me these days. I can't stop thinking about all the wrong things that could happen to me, my baby, and the relationship.

Maybe it's just me. Maybe there's something to it. I can't tell anymore.

Maybe I'm still willing to wait. Maybe I'm just about ready to give up and move on. Bahala na si Batman.

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